The bad news is, I had applied for a job at the Marriott Lincolnshire box office in hopes of getting close to what I REALLY want to do. And apparently, by the form letter that was sent, they decided to not ask me for a job interview.
I'm down but not out. Except this make me think maybe auditioning would just be easier. Except there's two problems-
1. I'm not sure if I'll be working at the time the fall auditions are held. Sure, I'll have money, but I couldn't ask for time away that soon.
2. I am not sure if I will be considered as I really couldn't afford to enroll in Equity. (There's SAG, AFTRA and Equity...they're all too expensive to enroll in, even though SAG and AFTRA are supposed to be merging.)
And apparently, they're only looking for dancers that can sing in one production. Sorry, but I can only fill half that request. (Besides, I'm not familiar with "My One and Only".)
As for the local theater that I don't have to pay a participation fee for, they don't have any auditions posted. So yeah, I'm disappointed, but I'm not discouraged. I am not going to give up. Giving up made me more miserable than I was when I was trying and I'm not going to do that again.